With anyone else, my willingness to indulge such requests would be confined to when we're together. I would never ask this of anyone else, nor [...] do I want to.
Of course, I did say I'm not trying to disrupt your [...] life anymore than I already have. Continue with your cadre of lovers as if I never came aboard.
Have any changes to your prior list of absolutely nots been made that I should know about?
Adrían and Philip. Two great tastes that taste great together, but they're so in lyou something gave me pause. Which feels a touch idiotic given Philip's zeal for — well, to be blunt, eating someone out until they're sobbing. But here we are. Because I
I have, yes. But surely there must be someone else who's caught your eye.
Is this aWho Laying between someone so domineering and their equally focused partner who's dedicated his talents to public service seems like your idea of Heaven, frankly. Why do you think you declined?
I'm more curious about De Vries than I was ten minutes ago.
On the one hand, you are gorgeous, intelligent, charming, and witty, and you should have no shortage of lovers to keep you occupied. In a just world, your mental rolodex would give de Vries' own list a run for its money. On the other hand, I won't pretend I'm not pleased to have you to myself.
Fine. Sometimes, if I don't think about it and let myself enjoy the moment, it's very fun. Other times, it isn't very good for my ego because I [...] envy their connection. And [...] because I want to be the sole focus of someone's attention. Satisfied?
Trust me, I am. If you had other lovers, you could tell me about it in detail.
Well, I'm not keen on the idea of anyone making you feel like less than the only person (or thing, depending on the mood) worthy of their time, so not particularly. But thank you for answering my question.
It isn't on them, though, I want to be very clear about that. They certainly never make me feel extraneous. It is just [...] how I am. Always wanting more than I can get.
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What's on your mind?
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But what occurs during [...] regularly scheduled programming, to borrow your term for it, will continue
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Have any changes to your prior list of absolutely nots been made that I should know about?
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I wouldIf you wYou aren't disrupting anything. Although I do think I'm losing my edge — I turned down a very tempting threesome earlier.No. You?
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No. I have even less of a taste for fucking anyone simply to get off, but I assume you've inferred that by now.
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they're so in lyousomething gave me pause. Which feels a touch idiotic given Philip's zeal for — well, to be blunt, eating someone out until they're sobbing. But here we are.Because II have, yes. But surely there must be someone else who's caught your eye.
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Is this aWhoLaying between someone so domineering and their equally focused partner who's dedicated his talents to public service seems like your idea of Heaven, frankly. Why do you think you declined?I'm more curious about De Vries than I was ten minutes ago.
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IThey're very in love. Sometimes, it is a privilege to be witness to such a bond. To feel included. Other times...You should be. He's very [...] driven. The organization should be giving me a medal of honor for all that I've done for morale.
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Your ceremony must be right around the corner. But no, there's no one else.
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[...] Domingo, I'm very torn over this.
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There's no need to be.
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On the one hand, you are gorgeous, intelligent, charming, and witty, and you should have no shortage of lovers to keep you occupied. In a just world, your mental rolodex would give de Vries' own list a run for its money. On the other hand, I won't pretend I'm not pleased to have you to myself.
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Those don't read like the words of a very torn man, Nikola.
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Trust me, I am. If you had other lovers, you could tell me about it in detail.
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[...] Would you prefer that?
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I don't know that I have a preference, per se.
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I stillWhile I think you want exactly as much as you deserve, I understand that doesn't solve the issue for you.What if I were to tell you about who I met when I was still in the field? Would that release you from Imbruglia's Choice?
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